Merry Christmas all :D
It's Christmas and that mean another year will soon be over. :( I'm sad, I'm sad, I'm sad. I don't wanna leave 2007. I don't wanna enter 2008. I know this is dumb because time will never stop and neither will it return back to the past, but I really hope that it happens. Sigh, why am I typing all these non-sensical things. They can get me all emo and memories of the past just come gushing through my brains. So random.
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Went for the barbecue just now and ate not much, bought presents from Lot 1 and headed to Marsiling with sis, her bf and Yx. Left at around 9 plus and quickly rushed over to Bukit Panjang with yx to join the rest of our Band mates but almost everybody had left. What a wasted trip travelling here and there. Was in the LRT with Yx and Raj at around 11 going to 12. People were having fun in Orchard but the three pathetic us had nowhere to go so we headed back to Yew Tee.
We wished each other Merry Christmas when the clock strikes twelve. It was a very lame thing. Started sending out Christmas messages to people and the system just got jammed. So we were there sending all sorts of rubbish between each other seeing if we were able to receive the messages straight away after sending out.
Accompanied Yx to walk to her house 7-11 and took the last 302 bus home with Raj. He alighted and Yew Tee while I continue to sit on the bus home, alone. Reached home around 1 and came online. A very boring day. Wonder how I'm gonna spend my Christmas tomorrow, just hope that it's not gonna be a lonely day at spent home, sleeping.
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Went for the barbecue just now and ate not much, bought presents from Lot 1 and headed to Marsiling with sis, her bf and Yx. Left at around 9 plus and quickly rushed over to Bukit Panjang with yx to join the rest of our Band mates but almost everybody had left. What a wasted trip travelling here and there. Was in the LRT with Yx and Raj at around 11 going to 12. People were having fun in Orchard but the three pathetic us had nowhere to go so we headed back to Yew Tee.
We wished each other Merry Christmas when the clock strikes twelve. It was a very lame thing. Started sending out Christmas messages to people and the system just got jammed. So we were there sending all sorts of rubbish between each other seeing if we were able to receive the messages straight away after sending out.
Accompanied Yx to walk to her house 7-11 and took the last 302 bus home with Raj. He alighted and Yew Tee while I continue to sit on the bus home, alone. Reached home around 1 and came online. A very boring day. Wonder how I'm gonna spend my Christmas tomorrow, just hope that it's not gonna be a lonely day at spent home, sleeping.
Anyway, I'm leaving Singapore on the 27th morning, which is Wednesday midnight. Sigh. :( I'm only left with one more day to enjoy before school reopens again. I will miss you(EVERYBODY).
Dear Santa,
I'm not selfish, but if I had a wish, I would hope that you'd grant me that wish. I hope that all those things that had been bothering me all these while to go away. I don't wanna continue to stress about all those stuffs. I just wanna be any other human beings in this world that looks wonderfully perfect and with nothing on their mind that is causing them to be unhappy. I wanna be a happy girl. I don't wanna be happy on the outside when I'm actually not in the inside. :(
Dear Santa,
I'm not selfish, but if I had a wish, I would hope that you'd grant me that wish. I hope that all those things that had been bothering me all these while to go away. I don't wanna continue to stress about all those stuffs. I just wanna be any other human beings in this world that looks wonderfully perfect and with nothing on their mind that is causing them to be unhappy. I wanna be a happy girl. I don't wanna be happy on the outside when I'm actually not in the inside. :(
I'm tired, tired of tolerating. I wonder if you really cared.
I wonder if you really cared how I felt all these while.
It's 6am already. :(